4338.208 · July 27, 2018 AD
The Odd Woman
Two days into her Broken Hill posting, Felicity Massey is still learning names. When a sharp-tongued woman walks into the station demanding she find a missing husband, Felicity has no file history to fall back on, no colleague's whispered context, no instinct for who to believe. All she has is what the woman is showing her — and the quiet, persistent feeling that it isn't everything.
"A file will tell you what someone has done. It won't tell you what they're about to do."
As the creaking door announced the woman's arrival, I glanced up from the reception desk, the paperwork in front of me momentarily forgotten. The station, usually quiet during this time of day, seemed even more silent, amplifying my voice as I cut through the stillness. "Can I help you, Ma'am?" I asked, striving for a balance of professionalism and warmth in my tone.
Sal, our seasoned receptionist, was on her much-needed lunch break, leaving me as the sole guardian of this rural outpost. I couldn't help but silently muse about the joys and challenges of being part of a small, tight-knit community, where every new face was a story yet to unfold.
The woman who entered carried an air of frustration and urgency that filled the room. Her words were blunt, tinged with exasperation and a hint of hurt. "Paul is ignoring me, again," she stated. I could sense the layers of emotion behind her simple declaration.
I leaned slightly forward, my brow furrowing in a mix of concern and curiosity. "And who is Paul?" I inquired, trying to piece together the context of her distress.
"My husband," she replied, her voice heavy with disappointment. I could feel the weight of her unspoken stories, the struggles hidden behind her simple words.
Feeling somewhat out of my depth yet wanting to offer some form of solace, I responded, "I'm sorry. I'm not sure how I can assist you." I was keenly aware of my limitations in this situation, not just as a police officer but as someone still acclimatising to the dynamics of Broken Hill.
A disdainful huff escaped her lips, her expression turning to one of mild condescension. "You must be the new one," she remarked, sizing me up with a quick, evaluating glance.
I raised an eyebrow, a bit taken aback by her assumption. "The new one?" I echoed, my voice tinged with a mix of amusement and curiosity.
Her words flowed out as she explained, her gaze wandering around the sparsely decorated station. "My husband is always full of dramatics. Everybody here knows it." It was as if she was searching for some kind of invisible audience, a validation from the empty chairs and silent walls.
"I see," I responded, my eyes narrowing slightly as I observed her flipping through the brochures on the severely cracked wooden reception desk. The brochures, offering information on local services and community events, seemed trivial in the face of her evident distress.
Her gaze met mine, and I could see a trace of irritation flicker in her eyes. "Well, of course, you wouldn't. You're new," she retorted sharply, her words biting and dismissive.
An immediate dislike for this rude and persistent woman ignited within me, but I clung tightly to my professional facade. My brief yet intense training in Sydney's bustling inner-west had been a crucible, forging a resilience in me that I now called upon. It had taught me the critical skill of maintaining composure, even when faced with the most unpleasant of encounters.
Inhaling deeply, I felt the cool air of the station fill my lungs, a brief respite that helped centre my thoughts. With a calm, steady voice, I endeavoured to redirect the conversation to a more productive path. "Once again," I began, ensuring that my tone was even and patient, "how can I assist you?"
The woman let out a heavy sigh, her shoulders slumping slightly as if the weight of her troubles was too much to bear. "I've been speaking with his mother, who lives in Adelaide. She insists she hasn't heard from Paul either," she explained, her words tinged with a growing frustration that seemed to seep into the very air between us.
I kept my eyebrow raised, a silent gesture encouraging her to elaborate further. Her story was unfolding piece by piece, and I needed to understand the full picture.
Her expression morphed, a flicker of resentment passing over her features like a shadow. "She's a known deceiver. I wouldn't expect a newcomer like you to understand," she declared, her voice dropping to almost a whisper, as if sharing a scandalous secret.
"A known deceiver?" I echoed, my interest piqued further. The complexities of this situation were unraveling like a knotted thread, and I was keen to follow it to its end.
As she leaned across the counter, a single strand of her meticulously braided hair brushed against the stack of brochures. The slight movement sent several of them fluttering aimlessly towards me, a visual echo of the chaos in her story. "She lies. All the time," she divulged, her voice a blend of vulnerability and defiance. It was clear there was more to this than simple family drama.
This sudden shift in her demeanour was unexpected, but I remained undeterred. My fingers moved instinctively across the keyboard, tapping into the local station's system with practiced ease. The familiar hum of the computer and the flicker of the screen coming to life provided a sense of control in an otherwise unpredictable situation. I positioned my fingers over the keys, ready to delve deeper into the unfolding mystery, a silent promise to myself that I would navigate this challenge with the same dedication and resolve I had brought to every aspect of my new role in Broken Hill.
"And your husband's name?" I asked, maintaining a tone of polite professionalism, my gaze fixed intently on the computer monitor. The soft glow of the screen cast a pale light across my face, highlighting my focused expression.
"Paul Smith," she replied. Her voice carried a mix of weariness, as if she had repeated this name countless times before, and determination, hinting at an underlying strength despite her current predicament.
"Paul Smith," I muttered quietly to myself, my fingers dancing over the keyboard as I entered the name into the database. Each keystroke echoed in the silent room, a rhythmic sound that underscored the tension of the situation.
As I watched, a single direct match appeared on the screen. My eyes widened slightly with anticipation. "And you must be Claire Smith?" I inquired, my brow furrowing as I delved into the extensive history of documented incidents and call-outs associated with the name. The screen was a gateway to untold stories, a window into lives I was only just beginning to understand.
Claire's voice broke through my concentration, tinged with a note of urgency that demanded my attention. "Please," she interjected. "Ignore what they say about me. Loud voices in a small town seldom mean anything useful... or truthful." Her eyes met mine, imploring, searching for a glimmer of understanding. I could sense her desperation, the struggle to be seen and heard beyond the gossip and judgment.
I regarded her with a new lens, a mix of caution and empathy colouring my perception. She was an enigma, wrapped in the complexities of small-town dynamics. A small, tight knot of uncertainty formed in the pit of my stomach. My training had always emphasised the importance of intuition, that gnawing feeling that often hinted at deeper truths. Could there be more to Claire and her situation than what was presented on the surface? Is there something genuinely amiss with her husband?
"Greta," Claire said abruptly, slicing through the silence that had settled between us.
"Excuse me?" I responded, momentarily thrown off by the unexpected shift in conversation.
Her frown deepened, conveying the importance of what she was about to say. "His mother's name is Greta," she clarified, her tone suggesting that this was a crucial piece of the puzzle.
I shrugged slightly, a gesture of uncertainty and perplexity. How could this information change the situation? "I'm not sure what I'm supposed to do with that," I admitted honestly. My role as a police officer in Broken Hill had thrust me into a myriad of situations, but this one felt different. It was as if I was on the cusp of unraveling a mystery, yet the pieces were just out of reach.
A flicker of frustration passed over Claire's features, a brief glimpse of the turmoil brewing beneath her composed exterior. But just as quickly as it appeared, she masked it with a renewed sense of determination. "Gimme some paper," she requested, her tone shifting to something more commanding, a stark contrast to her earlier pleas.
My eyes followed her hand as she reached for the black pen lying on the counter, her movements swift and decisive. She grabbed it with a sense of urgency that seemed to underscore the seriousness of her situation.
Scrambling to meet her request, I rummaged through the clutter on the desk, my fingers finally grasping a small pad of yellow sticky notes. I tore off a piece and handed it to her, my eyes not leaving her actions. I watched, intrigued and increasingly concerned, as she hastily scribbled a single word and a series of digits on the small, yellow canvas.
"Call Greta," Claire instructed, thrusting the post-it note towards me, so close that it almost brushed against my nose. "Tell me she's not covering for her childish son," she implored, her voice laced with a palpable desperation that resonated within me.
"That seems a little harsh," I replied, my words laced with caution. My mind raced, trying to piece together the fragmented puzzle that lay before me. This was more than a simple domestic issue; it was a complex web of relationships and hidden truths.
Claire's next confession cut through my thoughts, bringing a new gravity to the situation. "I'm worried that this time Paul may actually take the kids away from me," she said, her face etched with genuine concern. This revelation struck a chord within me, and a tight knot of empathy and worry formed in my stomach.
I glanced back at the computer screen, my fingers instinctively continuing their dance across the keyboard. "Did you and Paul have an argument a few nights ago?" I asked, my voice a mix of caution and compassion. I was trying to find a foothold in this slippery narrative, a clue that could guide me to the right course of action.
"That has nothing to do with it!" Claire snapped back, her arms folding across her chest defensively. The defensive posture, the sharpness in her tone, all hinted at deeper layers of this story yet to be uncovered.
I continued to stare at the screen, my expression one of consternation and deep thought. The information before me was like pieces of a jigsaw puzzle, demanding to be correctly assembled.
Claire's voice, breaking through my concentration, added another unexpected twist to the narrative. "I'm leaving for Brisbane tomorrow to visit my sister, and taking the kids with me. For their protection," she revealed. Her words hung heavily in the air, a stark reminder of the real lives and real fears that lay at the heart of my duties as a police officer. It was a moment that underscored the immense responsibility and the delicate balancing act of discernment and action that my role demanded.
Tilting my head slightly, my glasses slid towards the end of my nose, a familiar habit when deep in thought. I considered Claire's situation, the complexity of it unfolding before me like a tangled web. "I don't see any actual wrong-doing here. You're perfectly within your legal rights to take your children to visit your sister," I pointed out, my voice carrying a tone of professional assurance, yet tinged with a hint of empathy.
"I know," Claire responded, her movements almost mechanical as she slipped a Silverton Artwork brochure into her handbag, a small distraction from the weight of our conversation. "Find my husband," she requested, her voice barely above a whisper. In the corner of her eyes, a hint of moisture glistened, betraying the emotional turmoil hidden behind her composed facade.
A brief sting in my own eyes caught me off guard as tears threatened to surface. I could feel a surge of emotion welling up within me, a reflection of the pain and fear that Claire must be enduring. "I'll look into it," I assured her, my voice remaining steady despite the whirlwind of emotions swirling within. In my mind's eye, the young face of a child, my own flesh and blood, intruded upon my thoughts, a poignant reminder of the deep-seated maternal instincts that I struggled to keep at bay. I silently instructed the vision to vanish, not ready to confront the depth of those feelings.
Claire nodded, her expression a complex tapestry of gratitude and hope. She moved towards the exit with a stride that was swift but purposeful, each step a testament to her resolve and the urgency of her request.
I pressed the back of my hand against my lips, an attempt to conceal and contain the unexpected swell of emotions that threatened to overwhelm me. The turmoil within me was a fierce wave, crashing against the shores of my professional demeanour. I wasn't ready to be a mother, a fact I was painfully certain of. Yet, in that brief, heart-wrenching moment, I had caught a fleeting glimpse of a delicate face, born from my own womb, whose absence would eternally haunt the corners of my heart.
"Find the children's father," I whispered to myself, the words a solemn promise echoing in the quiet of the empty station. The weight of responsibility settled heavily upon my shoulders, a mantle I was learning to bear. I was prepared to delve deeper into the mysterious disappearance of Paul Smith, unraveling the secrets that lay hidden beneath the seemingly tranquil surface of this small, tight-knit community. In the silence that followed Claire's departure, I felt a resolute determination take hold, a commitment to uncovering the truth, no matter where it might lead.






