4338.208 · July 27, 2018 AD
Skeleton Key
Felicity takes a seat at the Silver Crown and the day starts catching up with her — the adrenaline, the takedown, the things she hasn't dealt with and won't be dealing with tonight. Before she can settle into her own thoughts, Brock's brother Drew drops into the chair opposite and reads her like a headline. He's sharp, warm, and disarmingly honest.
"The dangerous people aren't the ones who ask questions. It's the ones who already know the answers and sit down anyway."
The room looked different from this angle.
Sitting down, back to the wall, beer in hand — the pub rearranged itself. The noise softened into layers I could separate: the jukebox had moved on to Barnesy, the pool table clacked in the back room, two women at the next table were arguing about someone named Denise who'd apparently done something unforgivable at last year's Christmas party and wasn't being invited this year either. The big bloke in hi-vis who'd started the cheering had moved on to a different topic and was now gesturing with his schooner in a way that suggested the story was expanding with each retelling. Life had closed over my entrance the way water closes over a stone — briefly disturbed, then smooth again.
I drank. The beer was cold and ordinary and perfect.
Brock was at the bar, leaning on the timber with one elbow, talking to Marg while she pulled someone else's pint. Ordering chips, presumably, but the conversation had drifted into something else — I could see Marg laughing, wiping the bar with a cloth, Brock's shoulders loose. He was a different person in here. Not different — revealed. The quiet, precise officer I'd spent the last two days watching had another register, one that only activated when the uniform came off and the environment shifted from professional to personal. He still didn't talk much. But the silence was warmer.
I sat with my beer and let the day settle.
It came in fragments, not chronologically — the way significant days reassemble themselves when you finally stop moving. Keith's cheek against the bitumen. The scrape of the kangaroo's claws on the road. Mitchell's voice in the kitchen: It's not Sydney. The cuffs clicking shut. Ellen Pascoe's sharp blue eyes. Harding's hands interlacing in front of his body — that small, involuntary tell. The blood fanning across the road in an arc that reached the front wheel of a parked Commodore. Brock's hand on my shoulder, brief and warm and gone.
And underneath all of it, persistent as a heartbeat, the thing I hadn't dealt with and wasn't going to deal with tonight: the post-it note. Greta's number. Still on my desk, still tucked under the keyboard, still waiting. Claire Smith, reported missing by — no. Not missing. Her husband Paul. Claire had visited the station about Paul. Everyone had told me to leave it. Harding had told me to leave it. Mitchell had essentially sent me out walking to stop me picking at it. And I had left it — not by choice, but because a kangaroo had intervened, and then a taser, and then a rifle, and then my body had done something my brain hadn't authorised, and the rest of the afternoon had arranged itself around that decision without giving me a vote.
The post-it note was still there. I'd deal with it Monday if the welfare check tomorrow revealed nothing useful.
I took another drink. The table of women beside me had resolved the Denise situation — she was definitely not being invited — and moved on to someone's daughter's wedding, which was apparently costing more than a house extension and wasn't even going to have a proper sit-down meal, just platters, which the woman closest to me pronounced with the particular disgust that only an Australian woman of a certain generation can bring to a catering decision.
A chair scraped back across from me.
"You'd be Felicity."
I looked up. The man sliding into the chair opposite had the kind of face you'd notice and then try to work out why — not handsome in the conventional way, but arresting, the features slightly too sharp, slightly too animated, as though his expressions were running a half-second ahead of whatever he was about to say. Late twenties. Sandy brown hair that was doing several things at once, none of them deliberate. A checked shirt with the sleeves rolled to his forearms, jeans, boots that had seen actual dirt rather than the inside of a shoe shop. He'd clearly just walked in — his cheeks were still flushed from the evening air and he was shrugging a jacket off his shoulders as he sat.
"Drew," he said. He didn't extend his hand. He just sat, settled into the chair as though he'd been sitting in it for years, and looked at me with eyes that were lighter than Brock's — hazel, flecked with something greenish — and held a quality I recognised immediately because I'd spent my entire career learning to spot it: curiosity. Not polite interest. Not social obligation. The genuine, unfiltered appetite of someone who wanted to know things and hadn't yet learned to pretend otherwise.
"Brock's brother," I said.
"Guilty." He settled back in the chair, jacket bunched in his lap. "Although I'd argue he's Drew's brother. I was here first, spiritually speaking. He just got the physical head start."
I couldn't help it — I smiled. Drew's energy was so completely unlike Brock's that it was almost disorienting, like discovering a minor key where you'd expected a major. Where Brock was contained, measured, every word selected and placed with the precision of someone who'd weighed its cost, Drew filled space. Not aggressively — not the way loud people fill space, by displacing the quiet. More like warmth filling a room when you open a door to sunlight. His presence had an immediacy that Brock's didn't, and I realised within about fifteen seconds that this was a man who made people talk. Not by asking questions — not yet — but by creating the kind of atmosphere in which silence felt like a waste.
"I'd say I've heard a lot about you," he said, "but I haven't. Brock doesn't tell me anything useful. I had to learn about you from Ellen Pascoe, which means everything I know is filtered through the lens of a journalist, and I should warn you that journalists are terrible people."
"You're a journalist."
"I know. I'm the worst." He grinned. The grin transformed his face — it went from sharp and watchful to open and warm in the space of a heartbeat, and I understood instantly how this man got people to talk to him for a living. That grin was a skeleton key. It unlocked things.
"So you work with Ellen," I said. Carefully. The image of Ellen's notepad, her rapid shorthand, her sharp questions on the station steps — all of it was only hours old.
"Same newsroom. Different beats, mostly. She does crime and politics. I do — " He waved a hand vaguely. "Everything else. Community. Features. Investigative, when Margaret lets me off the leash. I've been back about four months, so I'm still in the probationary phase where they give you the school sports days and the agricultural show results to see if you'll stick." He drank. "I stick."
"Back from where?"
"Adelaide. Before that, a digital media startup that shall remain nameless because naming it would imply it deserved to be remembered." Something shifted in his face — brief, a shadow crossing water — and then it was gone, replaced by that open, curious attention. "But you don't want to hear about my career crisis. You've had a day."
"You could say that."
"I could say a lot of things. I'm resisting most of them because Brock told me — and I'm quoting here — 'Don't be a journalist tonight, Drew.' Which is like telling a dog not to sniff, but I'm trying." He leaned back in his chair. "So instead of asking you any of the thirty-seven questions I've got lined up, I'll just say this: I saw the footage."
Of course he had. Everyone had.
"And?" I said. I wasn't sure why I asked. I wasn't sure I wanted the answer.
Drew tilted his head. The curiosity was still there, but it had shifted — tempered by something more careful, an awareness that the question I'd asked wasn't casual and the answer shouldn't be either.
"And I think you did what you were trained to do, in a situation where most people would have frozen. The crowd loved it. Keith didn't. And you're sitting here drinking Tooheys with your back to the wall trying to work out which of those two reactions is the right one." He paused. "Am I close?"
I stared at him. He'd known me for about ninety seconds.
"You're a bit close, yeah."
"Journalist," he said, by way of apology. Or explanation. Or both.
Brock appeared. A schooner in one hand, a plastic table number in the other — the kind with a metal stick poking out of it, the number 14 printed on a faded card. He set the number in the centre of the table, slid the beer across to Drew, and sat.
"Saw you come in," he said. That was it. Drew took the beer and the brothers settled into their chairs with the unconscious symmetry of two people who'd been sitting across from each other in pubs for years. Drew drank. Brock didn't. Neither spoke for a moment, and neither seemed to need to.
"I was just telling Felicity that I'm not being a journalist tonight," Drew said.
"How's that going?"
"Terribly."
"Shocking." Brock turned his glass a quarter rotation on the coaster. "What did you ask her?"
"Nothing. I made a series of insightful observations and she confirmed their accuracy. That's not journalism. That's conversation."
"That's absolutely journalism."
"It's conversational journalism. Different thing entirely. No notepad, no byline, no ethical obligations. Just two people exchanging — "
"Drew."
"Yeah."
"Shut up and drink your beer."
Drew drank his beer. I watched the two of them — the easy, practised rhythm of it, the way Brock's silence and Drew's chatter created a kind of complementary music, each one providing what the other didn't. Brock was the bassline. Drew was the melody. Together they produced something that was greater than either alone and entirely, instinctively natural.
"So," Drew said, turning back to me. "Brock won't tell me anything, obviously, because he's constitutionally incapable of sharing information that isn't strictly necessary. But I'm going to ask you things, and you can tell me to piss off whenever you like, and I won't be offended because I get told to piss off approximately eight times a day and it's barely lunchtime for my ego."
"She's off duty, Drew," Brock said. Mild. Not a warning — a reminder.
"We're all off duty. That's the point. Off duty means I'm not a journalist and she's not a cop and you're not a — what are you when you're not a cop, Brock? I've never actually worked that out."
"Hungry." Brock glanced towards the kitchen. "Where are those chips?"
I was laughing again. That unguarded, involuntary sound that kept surprising me — as though the day had compressed my capacity for controlled reactions and whatever came out now came out raw. Drew looked pleased, in the way that people who make other people laugh always look pleased, and Brock looked at me with something that might have been satisfaction, or might have been the simple recognition that bringing me here had been the right call.
A girl I didn't recognise — young, maybe seventeen, dark ponytail, Silver Crown polo shirt — appeared with a bowl of chips and set them down next to the table number. She took the number, gave Brock a nod that suggested she knew him, and disappeared back towards the kitchen without a word.
The chips were hot and salty and exactly what I needed. I ate three in quick succession, washing them down with beer, and the combination — fat, salt, cold bitter — produced a physical pleasure so immediate and uncomplicated that it felt almost indecent after the afternoon I'd had. My body was recalibrating. The adrenaline was gone, truly gone now, replaced by the warm, heavy looseness that comes from one beer on an empty stomach and the sudden absence of tension.
"How are you finding it?" Drew asked. "Broken Hill. Not tonight. Generally."
I thought about it. I owed him an honest answer — not because he'd earned it, but because the question was honest, and something about Drew's openness demanded reciprocity.
"I don't know yet," I said. "It's — " I searched for the right word. Everything I could think of sounded like a brochure or a complaint. "It's more than I expected."
"More what?"
"More everything. More space. More quiet. More complicated. More — " I gestured at the room, at the bar, at the tables of people whose names I didn't know but whose faces I was beginning to recognise, whose stories I'd started collecting without meaning to, the way you collect stones from a beach. "More real. Sydney's enormous but it's anonymous. You can live next door to someone for five years and never learn their name. Here, I've been here five days and the bartender already knows what I did this afternoon."
"The bartender knew what you did this afternoon before you did it," Drew said. "Marg's got a network that makes our newsroom look like amateur hour."
"She's not wrong, though," Brock said. Quiet, directed at me. "It's more real. That's the right word for it."
Drew looked at his brother, then at me, and something in his expression shifted — the journalist's sharpness softening into something more personal, more careful. He picked up a chip and pointed it at me.
"You're going to like it here," he said. "It takes about six months before the place lets you in properly, and about six years before you stop being the person from somewhere else. But you'll like it."
"How long before I stop being the woman who tackled Keith Barlow?"
Drew considered this. "In Broken Hill? Never. You'll be ninety-three in a nursing home and someone will lean over and say, 'That's the one who flattened Keith on Argent Street.' Your grandchildren will hear about it at school. There'll be a plaque."
"There won't be a plaque," Brock said.
"There should be a plaque. I'd write the copy. 'On this site, Constable Felicity Massey performed the most entertaining arrest in Broken Hill history, witnessed by approximately three hundred people, forty-seven phone cameras, and one traumatised eight-year-old.'"
"She wasn't traumatised. She loved it."
Brock looked at me. "There was an eight-year-old?"
Drew's grin came back — wide, delighted, the skeleton key turning. "See, that's the story. Not the takedown, not the rifle, not the roo. The eight-year-old. That's your opening paragraph right there." He caught Brock's look. "I'm not writing it. I'm just saying. Hypothetically. If I were writing it. Which I'm not."
"You're not," Brock confirmed.
"I'm not." Drew drank his beer. "Tonight."
I ate another chip. The salt was good. The beer was good. The company was better than I'd expected, which wasn't a high bar given that my expectations for Friday night in Broken Hill had involved a microwave meal and an early bed, but still.
Drew told me about the Sentinel. Not the history — not the clock tower and the 1885 founding, which I'd heard fragments of already — but the inside. The newsroom with its five full-time journalists and its editor, Margaret Thompson, who'd started as a cadet in the seventies and could kill a bad story at fifty paces with a single raised eyebrow. The morning meetings where story assignments were negotiated with the intensity of hostage situations. The ancient printing press in the basement that nobody used anymore but nobody had the heart to remove. The way the building smelled different depending on the weather — ink and dust when it was dry, something older and damper when the rain came, which wasn't often enough for the smell to become familiar.
He talked about coming back. Not in a grand way. Just the practical strangeness of it. Leaving Broken Hill at eighteen, spending four years at university learning to see the world as a series of stories waiting to be told, then five years in Adelaide discovering that the stories he wanted to tell were all back here, in the red dust and the wide sky and the people who stayed. His father's heart attack had been the catalyst, but the decision had been forming longer than that — a slow accumulation of homesickness that he'd mistaken for ambition until he couldn't anymore.
"Adelaide's fine," he said. "It's a perfectly good city. It's just not — " He made a gesture I'd already seen him make twice, a kind of expansive, reaching movement with both hands, as though trying to hold something that was too big for his arms. "It's not this. It's not a place where the bartender knows your name and your story and your father's name and your father's story. That sounds suffocating when you're eighteen. When you're twenty-six, it sounds like the only thing that matters."
Brock said nothing. But his eyes, briefly, went to his brother's face with an expression I hadn't seen before — a softness, unguarded and quickly withdrawn, the look of an older brother hearing something he'd always known confirmed by the person who needed longest to learn it.
"What about you?" Drew asked me. "Why Broken Hill?"
The question landed differently here than it would have landed in an office or an interview room. The pub's warmth, the beer, the easy rhythm of the conversation — it had loosened something, and I found myself telling them more than I'd planned to. Not everything. Not the full story, not the reasons beneath the reasons. But enough.
"I wanted somewhere different," I said. "Sydney was — it was fine. It was good. But it was fast, and it was big, and after a while I couldn't hear myself think. Every shift was the same — respond, report, repeat. The cases blurred together. The people blurred together. I'd go home and I couldn't remember the names of the people I'd spoken to that day, and that bothered me more than anything else."
I picked at the edge of my beer coaster, peeling a strip of cardboard away from the backing.
"Someone at the academy told me that regional postings are where you learn to actually be a cop. Not just follow procedure — actually be one. Understand a community. Know the people. So I applied for every regional vacancy on the board, and Broken Hill came up, and here I am."
"Romantic," Drew said.
"Practical," I corrected.
"Same thing in the outback."
Brock reached for the last chip. "She's also the only person who applied."
I looked at him. "How do you know that?"
"Harding told me. When he briefed us on the new constable." Brock ate the chip. "He said — and again, I'm quoting — 'We've got one applicant, she's from Sydney, and she starts Wednesday. Try not to scare her off before the weekend.'"
Drew laughed. I laughed. Even Brock, behind the chip, almost produced something that in the right light and with sufficient goodwill could have been classified as a laugh.
"Well," I said. "It's Friday. I'm still here."
"You're still here," Brock agreed.






